"What does this network mean to me?"
Recovering from toxic mold & traumatic brain injury: "...It is the achievement of a level of overall health that I have never known." --Cheryl Anne Ruebner, 18 February 2023 (t.me/IntuitiveSignal/115)
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18 February 2023. Cheryl Anne Ruebner (bendingbackward.wordpress.com) sent this Intuitive Signal to the Intuitive community network…
I just wokeup from the most positive feeling dream I've had in a long time, and the most clear and realist ever. It was not fantastical. It was a message of analysis of my progress from my higher brain in the clearest terms. I saw the condition of the place where I was before I made contact with the IPR network, and the condition of my body now.
I saw the level of toxic mold in the house I had been living in and how it had been affecting my body and mind. I saw the relational toxicity that matched the mold. I saw that I would have died in the Real and Permanent way if I had stayed. I could have passed a no-return point but I didn't. I was able to surrender to the process of getting out.
I also saw that now 5 or more seasons later my lungs and body are at a level of cleanliness that I have never known. It was shown to me like night and day. I still have work to do but I'm in the clear. Healing from mycotoxins is a long journey. I'm now a year free of serious levels of mycotoxin. I saw my lungs in my dream and they are happy and clean. Wow.
After many years of failing to permanently cut dependency on the house that was killing me, IPR network connected me with a waypoint where I was able to stay for long enough to make it to other waypoints that enabled me to complete my steps of permanently claiming independence from my personal hellhole and begin healing my body, mind, and spirit.
I am still reprogramming my brain with healthier relational and self-treatment patterns to override the violent ones that I learned and that were compounded with brain injury caused by complex traumas, toxic mold exposure, and blunt physical traumas. Disability awareness and mutual aid is something that is core to the network. It is not just lip service like many other groups do. There is no network like IPR. But the core structures are currently being maintaining by people who are in this moment on serious need, active crisis, and experiencing harm. Yet somehow they are helping to keep others in worse situations alive until more help can be offered.
I don't know if locational waypoints are available to everyone but the relational support is. Having this form of support is a necessary lifeline while navigating the extremely dangerous and unpredictable journey of being in or escaping severe situations. My connections that I've made within the IPR network are most precious to me and I feel a deep love for everyone I've made contact with, regardless of my level of contact with them.
I would like to see IPR receive a huge no strings attached endowment so that they can much more efficiently meet their own needs and the needs of others in severe trafficking, violence, or entrapment scenarios that no other organization has anywhere near the right tools or language to approach.
What does this network mean to me? It is the achievement of a level of overall health that I have never known. There have been times that I've had more apparent physical ability, but my spiritual health was in the pit. I am now in a position to build my wellness on my own terms and heal the damage that I experienced and dealt. I can now continue to heal my life knowing I am free from what almost killed me in a permanent way that will continue to improve over time. It means lifelong connections that may change and evolve but that will always be there in good faith.
It is my training ground for practicing a new way of relating and creating that can take my life and connection with the world to continuing levels of wellness. The ways that I see myself improving since first making contact are remarkable and I look forward to continuing to heal and build my life and work. I feel much more confident to respond to opportunities with other connections since passing my 'intuitive intensive.' I would love to continue to work with IPR as I grow on my own life path. We don't ever know what Life has planned for us but I feel prepared to meet new challenges with the level of safety and integration that I have achievemed in the past year and a half or so of working with IPR. I hope that the network receives everything they have been asking for.
— Cheryl Anne Ruebner, bendingbackward.wordpress.com (18 February 2023)
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